Category : Diary/Journal

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I didn't know it enough to recognize it.
But when he holds you hand
Plays with your hair
Calls you baby
Cuddles with you
I feel it
And i don't realize
That the hollow ache, that feeling 
Like skeleton fingers softly opening a hole in my soul as i watch
I don't realize
Even as you lay your head on his knee
That this feeling, like the world falling 
Is the one people describe as a snake
As a disease
A green eyed toad
Because to me, its simply opening wrong.
Becoming vulnerable
Falling with no one to catch you
But throwing yourself off the cliff
In the hopes that next time, they'll be there
Way down there
Ready to catch you
And save you from the skeleton fingers
Prying you open in all the wrong ways.