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Words of wisdom and heart jotted down by Too Tall Paul on the day he was diagnosed with cancer:
What makes Life so fuckin' hard...
We are always thinking about 
Instead of just going with
The Moment
Or
We're always trying to
Feel what we think
We should feel in
Any given situation
Thoughts and Judgements
Are inevitable
Colored by our emotions-
Some of them on
A subconscious level-
So we don't even entirely
Understand why we make
Certain decisions
Act in certain ways
Feelings
Emotions
They're what makes us
Human
It's what gives us
Our worth
It's a juggling act made
More complicated by the
Idea that we must be
In Control
When in fact we
Control Nothing
When we try to be the
Master of our own
Universe
We lose sight of the one
That is-
God
The real Master of all
Universes
Or...??
Does another interpretation
Apply...??
Fear and grief
Encompass all emotions
For good and bad
Sometimes leading to
Tragedy
Sometimes to
Spiritual Release
Sometimes
To God himself
HMMMM?