My Suicidal Thoughts... Read Count : 130

Category : Diary/Journal

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Wow.
Another suicidal writing...
Great...
Just...great...
Why do the people in this world hate me...?
Is it because... I'm fat...?
Is it because I have glasses...and no-one else does...?
Is it because I'm creepy...?
Or maybe because I'm....useless...?
Is it because... I started 'it' early...?
Is it because.... I'm a... monster...?
Or Is it because I'm called the 'teachers pet'
Or mabey it's because I'm the only one there with an inner demon...?
Or mabey because I'm  unholy, or unbabtized..?

No...mabey it's just the simple truth...
I don't belong...
"Outa my way suicidal freak!"
"Ugh! Seriously! You NEED to loose weight, if you wanna be one of us!"
"Hahahahaha! How life weakling!"
"You know what? Mabey you should just go kill yourself already. So stupid..."

...
See what I mean...?
But no.
It's not my time to go...
I'll just slowly cut myself...
Hopefully...
That'll make them happy...
Hopefully... they'll love me...right?
Right...
 



Comments

  • NO....lo hagas...(translation don't do it)🖤

    Sep 17, 2019

  • Maria Sanchez

    Maria Sanchez

    You are a strong person. I have fate in you why because you are weird and wear glasses, I am weird myself and I also wear glasses, but you know what its alright to be different you dont need to cut yourself so that others accept you. Its okay to be overweight too just look at those huge trees; they are so strong, weird, and different and no matter how hard the wind blows they stand and produce oxigen so that humans can live. You and I are like those huge beautiful trees, and just like them we have purpose.

    Sep 17, 2019

  • Ghost Jack The Ferryman

    Ghost Jack The Ferryman

    What you should really do is hurt them. Not physically no no but other ways. You reap what you sow n all

    Sep 17, 2019

  • Why would you want anyone to love you. For not being you? with friends like that who needs enemies.. Scrap em.

    Sep 18, 2019

  • PhieroFOX •\\\•

    PhieroFOX •\\\•

    I feel you girl.... I have the same issue

    Sep 18, 2019

  • just be you even when the dark is at its worst.

    Oct 01, 2019

  • Oct 01, 2019

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