My Suicidal Thoughts...
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Wow.
Another suicidal writing...
Great...
Just...great...
Why do the people in this world hate me...?
Is it because... I'm fat...?
Is it because I have glasses...and no-one else does...?
Is it because I'm creepy...?
Or maybe because I'm....useless...?
Is it because... I started 'it' early...?
Is it because.... I'm a... monster...?
Or Is it because I'm called the 'teachers pet'
Or mabey it's because I'm the only one there with an inner demon...?
Or mabey because I'm unholy, or unbabtized..?
No...mabey it's just the simple truth...
I don't belong...
"Outa my way suicidal freak!"
"Ugh! Seriously! You NEED to loose weight, if you wanna be one of us!"
"Hahahahaha! How life weakling!"
"You know what? Mabey you should just go kill yourself already. So stupid..."
...
See what I mean...?
But no.
It's not my time to go...
I'll just slowly cut myself...
Hopefully...
That'll make them happy...
Hopefully... they'll love me...right?
Right...
Comments
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Maria Sanchez
You are a strong person. I have fate in you why because you are weird and wear glasses, I am weird myself and I also wear glasses, but you know what its alright to be different you dont need to cut yourself so that others accept you. Its okay to be overweight too just look at those huge trees; they are so strong, weird, and different and no matter how hard the wind blows they stand and produce oxigen so that humans can live. You and I are like those huge beautiful trees, and just like them we have purpose.
Sep 17, 2019