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Die...
Die...
Die...
Die...

SHUT THE HELL UP ALREADY PLEASE!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA IDIOT!!!


i wonder why they wont shut up...

I saw a rope in my room..

I thought...


Maybe i should...

No..

Dont..

Please..


I looked where the sound was coming from.. 


Nothing was there...


I really want to die...i want to end it all...this isnt a joke...yet...my mother thinks i just want attention...
She says she understands me...

LIAR!

She doesnt...

She doesnt feel my pain...

She doesnt know ANYTHING..!!!

I wonder sometimes...

Is it time to kill myself..?

No...
No...
No...

I cry for help..every..single..night...

Its hurting me...

Shes hurting me...

Now...

School..?

Its like..

Hell...

Yeah you heard me...

I hate it...

It gets me closer to suicide each day

-No, seriously though...it really does...-

And each day..i suffer...

I just want to feel
loved...

I want him to love me...

I know itll never happen though..

And you may wonder...

What keeps me alive?

Well my online friends even if school gets me Closer to death they still keep me alive...


But it doesnt mean i wont be very near to suicide...

I want to be h a p p y

But i cant...

I need help..

I need...l o v e . . .

But dont worry...ill be fine..!

No. Those words are just l i e s . . .


:/...

This is real stuff im going through also, not some stupid poem...

Comments

  • don't do it... don't listen to them... don't be stupid like me....you don't want to become a monster.... we're still here for you...we still love you....he does love you.....we all do....

    Sep 09, 2019

  • come on stay we all love you cuz you're awsome I made a mistake and I regret it really badly but girl just breath we're all here for you. Be you cuz that's who we love you cuz you're fucking AWSOME! Like Rainee said you don't want to become a monster . I didn't want to be a vampire but yet here I am and Ps Stay just as fucking AWSOME as you are now!

    Sep 09, 2019

  • great work...beautiful

    Sep 09, 2019

  • i know, o,my, i know. hang tight, dear. i still am going thru it, even @ my age...😪

    Sep 09, 2019

  • Sep 09, 2019

  • Poems arent stupid.. Im sorry your having such a rough time. But the fact that you havent hurt yourself yet mean your stronger then anyone gives you credit.Life is a challenge .Its understandable that your very upset. But you need to get your mother to listen to you. Maybe theres some kind of chemical imbalance or something. If you EVER need someone to talk to.. Let me know. My nephew committed suicide and its no joke. What it does to your spiritand your friends and family. Please take care life is fragile thing. Xoxo

    Sep 09, 2019

  • Maurice  Beres

    Maurice Beres

    People are reaching out to you🦋this community of writers love you are worried about you and are ready to help on any way 🦋you have many years ahead of you🦋they can be great years If you give your the opportunity to express it🦋go where the love is 🦋we have shown you where it is HERE Life🦋your life is too precious as is your gift of writing 🦋WE LOVE YOU ❤️

    Sep 09, 2019

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