Off The Top, 15 Minute Write. Read Count : 12

Category : Songs

Sub Category : Rap
A little negative is what I live. What's positive, seems like a never is? Fuck this shit. I'm preparing the next skit hoping to God I land a critical hit. 

My mindset be blank, another clean slate. Can't think straight,  every thought seems to agitate.  I hesitate,  I'm never on time,  I always seem to feel shit at the wrong time. I feel like I'm slime,  maybe even a stain in life that doesn't know how to refrain.  Am I even sane, every thought I talk, they all seem like they think I'm lame? I can't even find my own lane,  so lost in the pain,  I ain't never gonna be the same. Will I always sit in the rain trying to find the drain so I can let loose to finally change? Like damnit, I just want to slam it, my head off the concrete cuz I can't stop the one problem that always becomes the main.  

A little negative is what I live. What's positive,  seems like a never is? Fuck this shit. I'm preparing the next skit hoping to God I land a critical hit. 

My conscience is ruthless. Frustrations equal fruitless.  My resonance is motivation-less. Where do I begin this process of breaking through the constant silence? I can't regress, I gotta press. Keep walking onwards and try not let the thoughts become bothers.  I'm one of the losers,  so many losses,  I'm trying to get above the never been winless. How do I prove it, do I have to be blessed? Like shit man,  there's just too many problems.  I hear too much static.  Maybe I'm always gonna be problematic, constant thoughts of the old addict keep attacking making me frantic.  Cutting deep through fabric,  wishing this bullshit to be a plastic bag floating through the air so I can grab it, and melt it, to rid myself of all the demonic.  My whole being screams manic,  but I try not to panic.

A little negative is what I live. What's positive,  seems like a never is? Fuck this shit. I'm preparing the next skit hoping to God I land a critical hit.

Comments

  • Nayesha Habisyasi

    Nayesha Habisyasi

    :'(,nice

    Aug 17, 2019

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