Shut, Close, And Lock Read Count : 9

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Shut them down 
Close them out
Lock the door
Melt the key
Like fuck it 
Gotta leave it be
Drown out the memory to finally see there's a way out this black as fuck sea. So long I've believed I can't be but I see now a better me waiting to decree it's existance so all can finally see I can be a better me. I'm feelin so free, but all this creeps on me. Where's we, oh right, that's a never be? Fuck, everyone just get away from me.
Shut them down
Close them out
Lock the door
Melt the key
Like fuck it
Gotta leave it be
It's so damn heavy, just keep walkin like it's all fuckin gravy. Repeatedly, I'm blindly, fucking everything up like fucking up a part of me. It's all too likely, can I be mighty, or will these thoughts fuckin choke me like I'll always be the current me?  Haha at myself full heartedly.  These demons only want control of my body. I'm fighting so frequently,  I'm always so friendly,  but my mindset so empty I barely seem to care about me.  Right back to please get away from me. So hard to be a different me,  its all day an always be frequently falling like I'm coldly turning into a black hole me. 
Shut them down
Close them out
Lock the door
Melt the key
Like fuck it
Gotta leave it be. 

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