Category : Diary/Journal

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I was thinking in the sink, was looking for myself was lost every edge just clashing with the waves. There was only one question in mind, the three life were wasted. He, who loved me was fighting the whole world for my happiness, for my life, for my freedom. And one I was, was not able to fight with herself, I was hiding from all, from myself and yes, from him too, much more. What was inside me, since when, knew everything but was still slient. Wanted to let him stand infront of you and tell everything in one stroke. I was suffocating mine, was not able to lift the burden of lies. Because he loves me so much, I was teaching myself to hate myself.... knowing everything is too difficult to keep slient. I was trying to try to forget my love, I will say today everyday, today I will be able to do today. I have to face the fact that with every failure of everyday, I have to face the fact that he loves me so much, I looked real in his eyes, and that's what prickly me most. very written letter, seek solicited intention, but all the good thing of the whole world come back like a skies which I was sent. We were standing in three ways, I wanted to go but couldnot go. His goodness, his clear heart was preventing me for doing this. I dont want to stay with him but I have too for his happiness for his smile because I know very well nobody can loves me more than he do. I couldnot insult his love. Now everything is left on ours fate.

                   "This is to erase the tales,
              I have to come out of the love lane."