Category : Poems

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I glanced at this window..
Thought to myself..
Is this pure?
True to my core?
For I felt she loved selfishly,
Even Bitter,
Yet,
Her touch, so sweet..
She was remarkable, 
Addictive,
Allowing her to cross all my set boundaries..
For I was one known to stay clear of love..
Never searching for stability..
Not needy of emotional support..
For I only seeked physical pleasure..
A building of my ego..
A dose of endless strength..
Nothing more, 
And accepting nothing less..
Admitted to only myself, 
That I had fallen..
Her smile had me broken..
Confused within myself..
A person ( ME) I had grown to know all to well..
A turning table..
From DOM to submissive..
From slapping,
Tying down with belts,
To blowing kisses...
Caressing a body to relieve tension..
In my moments of needs, 
I easily ran to her quick..
Yet, for her needs of attachment, 
I locked down,
At times disappearing, 
Often Calling a quits..
For I knew I just wasn't ready for a thing called LOVE..
I knew not how it felt,
To be the one called on for commitment, 
Required to follow restrictions..
I was command..
I was never oppressed by demands..
I had never inquired to nurture a heart,
To care for anything emotionally..
I was bonded to physical responsibilities, 
Trusted to release when I granted a pleasurable limit..
Now,
Left there given a choice,
I think I had learned to LOVE her, 
Yet,
To myself,
I know without giving painful pleasure,
My heart won't rejoice..
And so, 
I must walk away,
Given account to an awaiting pain..
LOVE,
I know not...
I know only to TAME.. 
- M' Amoura