Anxious Read Count : 8

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I'm having trouble sleeping tonight, feeling all anxious and jittery inside, worried that my newfound happiness will be snatched away due to careless and reckless individuals who don't see the big picture that is so blatantly clear. 


Don't they get it? Don't they see what's at stake when they play hide and seek? Don't they see that it's a collective effort to make things move forward? 


Do they even care...? 


Some jump ship, bouncing around from one to another, playing stupid stunts like they're so clever, thinking none would be the wiser. Some goes where the wind blows, like fleeting leaves blown in the breeze. Like, what gives? Geez! 


Morning will soon come and with it, my heart will be beating like a drum, hoping hard for a favourable outcome. At the same time, I have faith. I'm keeping a positive mind that what I've found will continue to be around. 


This can't be the end because I believe this is part of a plan. Please God, I've only just started and I know You know that because You were the one who had it orchestrated. 


At the very least, please give me the strength today to keep calm to see how things had played out throughout the day. Let me stand tall on strong feet, let the news be victorious and not defeat. Let the smile in my heart remain because honestly, I don't think I'm strong enough to handle another pain. 


Dear God, please let there be a win. 

Comments

  • Jul 11, 2019

  • Jul 11, 2019

  • Maurice  Beres

    Maurice Beres

    After coming off a very difficult as you have there is often apprehension 🦋 You have weathered many storms as well as enjoyed the good life🦋you’ve fought hard in all instances and have used your faith and your gifts remarkably well🦋I I have belie in you that you will be find as the healing continues 🦋It is great to see you writing again which a great part of recovery 🦋welcome back🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋

    Jul 12, 2019

  • Jul 13, 2019

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