Category : Songs

Sub Category : Rap

(Verse 1)




I’ll write a single line, tear out another page, 
Feeling all of this emotion, and I’m a disgrace/
Girl that’s in my life,  I used to call my babe, 
Overdosed  last night,  What have I made/ 
I love this girl, but my heart ain’t right,
And I fucked things up,  and it’s not okay/ 
I keep waking up in a panicked fright, 
With Nightmares of these spikes on a gate/  
Everybody dies, and some  postpone, 
Some Just walk to that golden throne/  
Some come back with these stories  of god,
Tell us that  we’re not alone/ 
But damn I don’t know, What to believe, 
It’s got me so shook, and damn it I need/
a spiritual journey now Ill leave, 
I’ll Down another pill, and buy more weed/ 
Snort some coke, that high feels clean, 
Cleaner than this pain, the blood  I bleed/ 
I miss that face, and I miss that touch, 
Please dammit just come back to me/ 
I miss that feel, and I miss that high, 
Dammit I Miss feeling like the only guy/ 
But now they’re all around, and i fucked up, And Now  I cannot fucking call you mine/ 
This shit kills me, and I need some help, 
Anybody there? I need a hand/ 
Somebody that really  gets what I felt, 
And truly understands/ 
When darkness is surrounding me, 
And it’s making me go crazy/ 
I’m Trynna  get a Grip on reality, 
but I’m stuck  up in a daydream/ 




(Verse :2)




I write another verse, Damn this shit hurts, I can feel it in my chest/ 
Just know im not lying when I spurt, 
That It’s a bitch to be depressed/ 
Been 20 years now, and I’m feel all alone, 
Like Everybody up and left/ 
And I don’t understand where I need to go, 
Shits getting me so stressed/ 
Life has me With a barrel of a gun, 
Russian roulette and I’m the only player/ 
Pull the trigger once, another one, 
Time to meet my savior/ 
Mom I’m sorry that I sound so dark, 
But I’m only going crazier/ 
You ask me what’s in my heart, 
I’ll say look upon this paper/ 
Put it in a bottle; and I put it in my chest, 
didnt even know I got more depressed/ 
Living full throttle, smoke a little ces, 
Exhale all that smoke, get another breath/ 
I go through shit you don’t know, 
Because I can’t express it/
When I smoke a couple bowls, 
Is when my mind  is less depressive/  
Got infinite questions why i can’t understand, why can’t I accept it/ 
It’s Ebonics with a twist, impossible damn, 
I can’t understand this message/ 
My heart slows it’s pace, 
I Think it’s time to count my blessings/ 
But my mind is still racing, 
I Still got a million more  questions/