Category : Songs

Sub Category : Rap

Look, yo 
It’s been a few nights or so/  
Meds damn I need more, 
So I roll a joint and smoke/ 
While these thoughts still  I hold,
Impossible to let them go/ 
Every bowls like a rope, 
Gets me high then send me low/ 


To the depths of hell,  
Thoughts no meditation/ 
As the story tells,  
fuck this medication/ 
That gets me high as fuck, 
But too low for elevation/ 
Another swig another blunt, 
That’s when I’m levitating/


Every time I give my all, 
Its just not enough/ 
But I’m trying to stay strong, 
trying to stay tough/ 
These holes In the wall, 
Making me feel stupid/ 
This ain’t a suicide letter, 
Mom, it’s just music/ 


Damn I’ll be honest, 
I feel what I write/   
What I went through’s what I jotted, 
Fuck life, it’s suicide/ 
On my Birthday, my Girl cheated,  
My best friend,  girl lied/  
Cops come, im heated
Attempted homicide/ 


Medication, many pills, 
Blurry vision, sick and Ill/ 
Voices telling me  to kill, 
 Myself, advil/ 
In so much pain, 
Giant hole I can’t fill/ 
Trynna stay  hardened, 
But I only fucking  feel/ 


Life has has a knuckled fist, 
That  bitch came and hit/ 
Me right in the jaw, 
I’m underwater with/ 
A fucked up mental, 
tarred lungs, I really wish/
That I could be saved, 
Get me outta this abyss/  


I really wanna love, 
To make a girl feel worth it/ 
Like she is enough, 
And tell her she’s got purpose/ 
But I can’t stay sane,  
anybody,  shit ain’t perfect/
Can’t even communicate, 
How the fuck do I word this/ 


Without sounding crazy, 
Or make anybody hate me/ 
I know that it sounds zany, 
But how could you blame me?/ 
Girl that’s my life hates me, 
In her stomach killed my baby/ 
And I feel shitty lately, 
Damn, can somebody save me?