Category : Poems

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Blinded. Blinded by my love for you, given you everything. I’ve given you every part of me, both mentally and physically. I needed you and you knew it; is that why you did it? Is that why you shattered me to the core? Was that your purpose? To love me then to leave me. To take every piece of me. To torment me. To leave me here wondering what it was that I did wrong. Did I do wrong? That’s the question I ask myself everyday. That’s the question that keeps me awake at night when I should be sleeping. Sleeping, I remember those nights when I would fall soundly asleep next to you, when you would pull me in closer and kiss me in your sleep, I don’t have that anymore because you, you pushed me away. You ended it. I still don’t have any understanding of this. I’m still waiting for the answers as if they will fall from the heavens, but who am I kidding? My answers won’t come and if they did why on earth would they be heaven sent? If I know one thing in my life, all my hopes and prayers have all been taken back. And you my dear were my favorite prayer, it’s no wonder why god sent you and took you, it’s as if he’s trying to show me how to live my life without you. But without you, I’m a mess. You were the glue that held all my broken pieces together, but you were also the reason I was shattered.