Category : Poems

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What is this feeling?  I do not know.  Trying so hard to just let go.  Confusion and anguish, torment and pain.  All conspire to drive me insane.  Whatever it is, this feeling is real.  I need to be alone, I need time to heal.  

There's a little slice of Heaven, I can see it right in front of me.  But that little slice of Heaven, it's just beyond my reach.  It's beautiful and peaceful, and every bit serene.  I often wonder of its real, it seems like it's just a dream. 

As I look behind me, I'm frightened by the view.  The burning of the fires, the Hell that I've been through.  The torture and the suffering, my brain has put me in.  Overthinking everything, burdened by my sins.  

So here I stand, in this place, the lonely In Between.  Wondering what will happen next, what will the future bring?  I'm trying to move forward, but I'm often falling back.  My mind, it feels, is always under attack.  

Anxiety and depression, they've burned me for too long.  Deep breath in and I realize, I'm not too far gone.  To calm my mind, I let out a monstrous scream.  Somehow I will make it, here, the In Between.