Category : Diary/Journal

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As a kid I sometimes had things easier than other kids who were similar to my age.  I had parents that loved me and who would spoiled me every chance I got, it didn't matter what it was if I wanted it I got it and I absolutely hated it.  Yes in the beginning it was nice because at the time I thought that was how I knew they loved me however I couldn't be more wrong,  I don't need fancy clothes or a fancy house to live in,  I don't need the newest game system or a new phone,  I didn't need any of that all I need was my family to know that I was loved, that no matter what they would be there for me.  Sadly I realized that way to late.  I lost both of my parents, my mom when I was 12 and my dad when I was around 17; sometimes I really miss them, other times I wish God took me instead but we don't always get what we want.  It did get better within time and at least I still had my brother by my side. 

I'm 20 now and I already know what I want to do with my life, what career I want and how I'm going to achieve it; you see just like any other person when they were a kid I always changed what I wanted to be at first I wanted to be a zoologists then a novelist because I am always stuck in my room.  I also wanted to be a detective like the ones in criminal minds lol but now I know exactly what I want to be and that is to be an entertainer, I'm always making people smile with my lame jokes and my outgoing personality,  I'm always dancing and singing in the shower but the main thing that I really want to do is to become an actress.  As an actress you can travel around the world and meet new people, great people at that, hell if I ever got to film with Jackie Chan or Vin diesel I would probably die on the spot,  as funny as that would be I know that they would probably welcome me,  maybe give me some posters as well. When I retire from my career I would want to move to somewhere in South Korea or China they have such amazing cultures butter than our own in my opinion.  Hell most of our history were tied with China and Korea why not visit or live there one day.  Hmm that would be something to think about