Fear Ran Away..... Read Count : 118

Category : Stories

Sub Category : Fantasy

fear ran…….

i was not expecying this day untill it came

it.took me by supprise.

i wasnt even thinkin it was on the cards

i didnt have a clue

  1. still it came 

it came to take me away

away i had to go im being.taken from you

there would be no tomorow for me

all the plans of the future will never come true

this wasnt how i expected but i undetstood there is nothing i can do

nothing in life prepaerd me for this

for this was my.time.my time here is over all i had is now through

all fear that was possable

was building deep.inside my heart

what is your reason why have you came for me im not ready to part

this voice told me it was my time my time fullfill what i was what i am and on to  my destination to be what i was destend to be so away from here i have i job do untill it is done i cant ever come home so head up.gret your teath its not as bad as you think it is the most natrual thing you will ever do

all confusion maddeness terrified there was no where for me to hide

i dont want to leave behind this is all i know i am scared i dont want to leave my home

then he called me by grandads name and said its time to go

i didnt understand what was going on

this voice was not of man but itl was makin a mistake i am only 36

my grandads ninty years of age

surely this angle god or devil has got the wrong address same book but wrong page

before i new what was going on i was falling out a plain there was parrashutes all around.me but the ground was get closer

what the fuck is going on what i later lernt was my time was never ment to be but the angle was ragin he was takin out on me so he sent me back to my grandad when he was at war a prisoner of war he then was but it wasnt him but it was me



The secrets

I know the secret the

Truth

Cant ever descuise but not only me

But there are more that can see

And I know you can’t forget

          Guilty as charged

                  But me the friend

There ishh no power no man nor any god or law that can make me belive the word any but the law only I deside what has any influasnce on me

And you have I nice smell

I cant wait to show you something and its no secret I believe you are not your own now its time to be alone dround in your tears never live behind lies only order  and some form of truth,. Nothing will ever hide so stung simply wrong, but its were ever I go I try to ovoid secrets but in my soul it hunger for just a chance brake your smile terrifies you and not allow one tear from your eye and your fears are not some thing you cant help but give, cry oh just the fun is your fears are alive in me and imp just in the mood, with nothing but my fancies I do believe is why a guilty m5an will never be free to be forgiven before he can die,

Not as chance at all I want to see you die and talk about some poetry \, \ and as for this world all alone and nothing ever changes but there is so much happiness in drawing all your life, I will not let you die but with out suffering until your gone not our problem no deed or high god can take him away and so forever he is dammed there is no escape for he… ..,. /

I over heard again the word I also heard why a secret must only mean you have to lie cos know one would belive,, the tears that have cried nothing I have ever herd has ever been proved to be untrue, if I never heard things of that sort anymore would would be cool, but somehow I new the word secret was bad and fuels on never can you tell the truth,

a place I can always here even words you have said I can never excuse or reason why, thoughts memories but new, not mine, they maybe secrets of your hunger you cant fight your greed never to be true for ever you hide all lies  but nothing can distract them from the truth….

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It makes me shiver in pain, reliving memory the left a99lasting mark, because I don’t approve,

Simple my friend thi other laws talking about abuse, This other night that  only now can he speak of a secret only now he can tell the truth,

Has finely died what did he do I said he said plainly well he fiddled with me when I was young

Strange something I new was true but only now may it is spoken with truth ….. And I can’t ignore the fact that lies always come through but secrets I live but I have no ne3ed to lie,

You jimmy basted I only wish

End for such but not even was I hit as a kid, I was only born to be the baby sitter, I begged for something of abuse so I can look in there eye and chase the lie back to the truth,

I had to think quick I didn’t want to disrespect him, it’s a shame some secret only come true when in death he has no hold, I asked him about his dad he told me a few things he sounded like a good man,

He said what about you,  oh I said I don’t want too  end up like that, cant why, he replied I said “I tied him up and violently bummed him to his death was not as good, id would of liked to explore, imp not gay but sometimes I got confused, that’s what secrets do and no man can hide discuses  by lies in there eyes, as soon as I look there is no way you no I no about you and here is not muck of proof coos me I will chase the l8ie back to the truth its written in your eyes but like a guilty man you live there is no thing the can char your secret life of lies guilty as charred I will no sedate you imp going to keep you alive but you will never ever want to speak of what I have done so thirds my friend is my intentions but you may not no make  name but some time I like to smell and the smell of you is cool .,.

lost in love and blind..

picture this as i try my best to  paint the image of moment that all can describe is blessed,

a message arived in the form of a vision as it visited me in the darkness in the way of a kiss,         in this hour all my faith was gone but out of confusion somthing without question i couldnt denie challenged all i new and belived all i learnt from life i then realised that something more than me

euen more powerfull than  man,  i could not even egnore, i dont even understand, but now i know  im not sure what why or where but it made me realise there is still a reason for me to want l

 this life may have left me worn

tierd and alone with no more will to ever try something  change

forever a birth of a new love fior all even me just a little fdaith. alk the shakles have been released

the key was turned in the lock,

with a kiss no mere mortal only a goddess could do this

not any dawt in my mind, so untilp the moment i find and all i have to recognise is that kiss.

with only the image left in my minds eye and until i find that kiss im lost in love n blind.

the first i new was a atraction all my feelings i supprest to survive had awkon my soul was alive

a fire in me hotter then hell and just with a kiss, in a moment without sight the vision was seen

to be kissed by the lips only by a goddess invisable but nothing could descuise what you was

so with these words ill carve out her cute dimples in her cheaks all i can imagine to be true

she couldn't hide them if shi tried.                                      everlasting impressions that leave with me but who .so on i try to

capture i try with words to paint my picture to describe why she only makes me lust for more n

more i do so much adore .

to create the likeness as im free to exspress only in your imagination it will come alive

a picture of true faith

then when the moment that you

first see her actually smile all i expect is you to hear is the naked screams of innocence filling your

eyes wth no everlasting damage but in the distance something still remains to be seen a white

feathered wings of with the grace only a angel does posses so tasteful n true my faith is from

nothing has become in something that is more than any religon rule or law written by man but in way

when did want anything i refused to love only in pain and anger came out of all i could see with all

temption but agaist my own will nothing i could do could possbly resist i was left powerless alive for

the first time i new there was something to live for and it all came in a vision in the form of a

kiss when i first saw a famiar stranger but still i didnt know who so in search of kiss of a angel to

fullfil and make my vision complete and then all i know is know unanswerd questions reasons why will all come clear and until a find with only thing i could recognise for sertan is only

to find the lips that could be of a goddess is how i know its you

but a faint everlasting image still  remains and it echos so quite whispers to me only a kiss can complete and the the vision will becombe true  x

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