Pain And Tears Read Count : 120

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TO THE PEOPLE THAT WANNA SAY WHY DIDN'T YOU GET OUT WHY DON'T YOU JUST LEAVE .. Lucky I got outta my abusive relationship

You ever been so TERRIFIED of a motherfucker that you beg to be taken back home before he gets there so he don't find out you tried to leave? Ever been so SCARED to fucking move that you lay there on the floor surrounded by broken glass until the TEARS and BLOOD dry on your skin even after you know he's long gone down the road? Have you ever SQUEEZED your eyes shut GRITTED your teeth so tightly you FEAR they might SHATTER and after your SHORT LIFE flashes before your eyes excepting that this might be it? Or had the thought "HE'S GONNA KILL ME? Flash so clearly through your mind? But then..he cries,so pitiful,and pleads your forgiveness because you..you are all he wants your the one he loves.Remember? He just gets angry sometimes you know? He's just stressed and your nagging sure didn't help. It won't happen again he promises then...being the loving,nurturing,forgiving soul that you are,end up comforting him and while you lay there in those strong arms you used to love to run your hands over,you think "IT'S NOT SO BAD. IT DOESN'T EVEN HURT MUCH.HE REALLY IS SORRY,I CAN TELL HE LOVES ME." OH THAT NEVER HAPPENED TO YOU?

THEN DON'T LOOK DOWN YOUR NOSE AT SOMEONE ELSE AND CLAIM "WHAT YOU SHOULD HAVE,WOULD HAVE,COULD HAVE DONE"

FEEL ME?

©FallenAngel

Comments

  • it's going to be okay. because I been through a lot myself.

    Jun 14, 2019

  • Maurice  Beres

    Maurice Beres

    Absolutely right 🦋NO ONE has the right (Or the brains) to tell you how to feel! You have gone through a horrific time and you courageous sharing and writing is an aide to turn it around I hope you get the support you need🦋 We will try to give you our best 🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋

    Jun 14, 2019

  • Nice :v

    Jun 14, 2019

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