Category : Poems

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miss u..the old u
when u let my comfort 
hold you
how you guna accept 
 poisen
 the dope man  sold you
the shit it really made u fukn cold boo
pastence it  molds you
 forget bout them goals too
losen me
so insecurities 
they now own u
say u know. 
well ive known too

remember
your babies need u
did you forget they bleed too
everytime 
another mistake 
takes n brakes
defeats and beats u
everything ur feeling
feel everything u go the but
mentally...physical... emotionaly
 not how
its suppose to be
u mite  not care  theres a reason
 u mean the most to me
member when u gave a shot out
n toast to me
 u belived in me
i guess supposedly
now u acting like im no one
maken sure no one 
knows of me
its not fair u think u have 
somehow chosen me
abusing me ..shooting bullets
putten holes n me
ur alone and 
theres only me
 and the reality u couldnt face
n memories u couldnt trace
tear drops to dry to taste
i stop n give u space
while ur lost n all that time u waste

trying to figure out and then
 repeating mistakes 
over again
fighting that battle
 you cant ever win
and writing the song 
that will never end
u blame all of of them
broken hearted now n then
make excuses for sleeping in
along with all the shit 
i see u keeping in
i hope its 
sinking in
so the old u 
and
i can meet again
u relize how long its been
since ur smile
 felt real to me
if u could see
 wut u do to me
and u send all these dam
 clues to me
ur losen me
so get a grip 
or take another hit
drink until ur sik
take a pill to deal with it
i swer this is it
time u gotta admit
u know alotta shit
and thers alot of it
u gotta fix
not everything 
is not a trick
or some kind of plan
deep down ur afraid
to give a dam
ur forgeting who i am
n when u trusted 
n knew i can
help u to help ur self 
go take the picturs 
up on that shelf
look at them babies 
no body else
rember love n y u felt
u need them 
nobody else
u gotta tellem u need some help


 ur broken heart froze
and u started throwing
low blows
n push me
 away the most
n trust not even me
i miss when u belived n me
now every other day u 
leaven me
n sad cuz ur 
grieven me
n all that ur losen
wake the fuk
 this is all ur doing
lite that fuse n 
get mad n remember what u have
so u can see its not so bad
to feel a type of way
n trust wut may come someday
and
come with loven another
stop fighting
 ur mom ur brother
n ur sis..the dad u knew 
n only had
ur kids they r glad 
to see u every day
n see all the shit u didnt say
n all the reasons ur mind 
it goes away
so
this is song to me today
all the things i ment to say
i never wanted it to go this way
or to forget who i was
forget bout love forgiveness n trust
Jo Jaz and justus 
few things i must do
u need this too
gotta find me so i stop 
leaven u
be everything i see in u
its not wut it seems to u
everything i been meaning to
do
but nerver seem to do
stability n be clean n 
out my closet
u were never the cause of it
im just a lil sick
n time i get help
i love u n nobody else
i gotta go make scence
of all these up n downs. 
i felt 
like im me but turn in to someone else