Category : Poems

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stop sending me shit
if u can never listen
to me fully
u never really got me
never ben urs truely
lost me.before u could lose me
say im abusing u....while u bruise me
say i use u..but i choose u...now u use me
and every flaws that wear
against me ....i have a point here somewhere
commen ground...not here nor ther
cuz even ur kindness is so hurtfull to bare
n my weekness is nothing left to spare
be prepaired
i have been from the start
walked in to this broken hearted
now look what scars did

Trust dont come n a cracker jack box
security dont come from running from the cops
stability dont come when u want the cayos to stop
understanding dont come from the mind we got
ive got one shot one time
to get it right
one ryme one thought
to end the fight
the battle inbetween us
i sit here n fean trust
crave some kind of honesty
thought we had it
with out modesty
gave in..shock to me
a lot has got to me
but i pretend n hate 
is wuts stoping me
wish ud climb to the top n c
that i too have memories stalking me
climb to the top and c
i have something on top of me
on my shoulders and my back
sucking my memories i. cant get back
sense of direction ..so i lose track
proof as become everything but a fact
lost myself to be wherw ur at
u lost n me n my storm
but i tried i did warn
u bout the swarm
of insecurities
coldness n the warm
the love that i morn

How many times
how many lines
how many different
rymes
to paint a perfect picture
or leave the dum shit behind.
and ur one of a kind
i find it kind of hard to find
n these insecurities of mine
ur lying
ur trying 
ur crying 
were dying
never again buying
everything ur hiden

realizing confide in
i got wise when
love lifes end
was my only way out
yea i scream and i shout
only to make sense of what my fukn songs about
self doubt
n they all help me out
with that
hurt me 
guna hurt someone bak
everyman under attack
for all the morals they lacked 
walked away with sense ...as i watched the paper stack.
u motherfuckers wudnt have had that
u know thats a fact
never was the one who made a bad man feel trapped
and bad ones..hell i lost track
with few good n between
not a perfect as they seem
with there perfect world so clean
ther is a mess u cant help but fean
so i go n fuk up...another hopeless dream
i mean wut do u expect
after cheap thrill cheat sex
betrayal ...effect
i tryed my best
now im like y stress
i guess 
cry less
lifes test
love test
one outta 2
still not impressed
 something i best 
confess
before the beat ends
u aint god but can u forgive me for my sins
yea i have that pride and around me it spins
u say u wana somehow be friends
but walking out of this
nobody wins 
and everything that steams from empty seeds
blame the fukn devil for bi polar tendencies
all the fuks yous from insecurities
never will u see what they appear to me
 appear to be
u were just a mirror to me
if u were here to see
i was the realest u couldn't see
but u wanted everything i couldnt be
so go our own ways 
really shouldnt we
said things we cant take bak
pain ...cant really fake that
i laf wen i wana cry
and i hate that
cant really shake that 
off
where do i stop
and let time heal its self
ur pretty fukd up
but i agree i need help





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