Category : Poems

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I wanna ask you 
What was your favourite part about me and you 
The days we spent together 
Do you still remember them 
Cause I do 
I still do 
Everyday I'm reminded about us 
About what we had 
What we could have been if it weren't for my foolishness
I'm done tryin to admit it to myself and everyone including you 
That I'm done 
Cause I'm not 
You held the key to my heart 
You broke down my walls and 
Saw a different me 

The me that I wanna hide away 
The me that loved you then and now 
The me that's free to do whatever he wants 
The me who would have stayed in the box to please you 

You were good to me 
And I all I did was abuse that 
Why is it that I can't forget those moments we spent holding each other's hands 

You made me feel like a child 
You made it seem as through I could do anything 

Do you remember the Saturday we spent together or the day in the gym under the large wooden boxes that would have killed us
Do you remember how obsessed I was  with playing with your curly hair 
Did you ever notice that I never looked you in eyes when I spoke to you 

I knew what we had wouldn't last but 
I was willing to take that chance 
Your mother is a wonderful woman 
Who loves you so much 
Did you ever think about how much 
She'd be crushed by us 

Many people wanted to 
Pretend we didn't exist 
But we did 

Many people tried to silence us 
We fought hard to prove them 
Wrong 
But their words still hurt us 
Didn't they 
Maybe now I have a reason to 
Why I ended things 

I just wish I could have held us longer 
I wish I could turn back time and 
Stop that from happening 

You made him happy 
Don't lie to yourself you were happy too

He misses you 
He longs to be yours once more 
I miss his smile 
That smile that made everything feel 
Okay 
That smile that said I've  got you and you can do this 
That smile dispute the pain 
Would seem to change the mood of the day 

You loved us 
I loved us 
They couldn't bear see us happy 
They couldn't to bask in our energy 
They couldn't love us 
But we loved us
And I still love you 

Sincerely the forgotten happiness you once had