Category : Stories

Sub Category : YoungAdult

How do u believe a heart that has hurt you so much?How on Earth can you let the feelings win when they have lost u everything?Sounds impossible,right?but that's exactly what I do always.I follow my heart.I flow with my feelings.I choose my own heartbreak with people in whom I see my home.There is a voice in my head,always,that warns me not to be stupid,once again.But damn those eyes,those enchanting little stars always make me fall into my own hell of fire.I believe all their lies as long as they smile at me.I m smart,mind u,not an emotional fool at all.But,I become the biggest idiot on Earth when my heart starts to beat in happiness for someone.Then they don't even need to convince me to do something for them.I do the convincing myself,within a nano second.I lie to myself so that I can make their lies my truth.I stab my joy so that I can buy a smile on their lips.I understand their reasons by killing my expectations.I surrender.I kneel.I beg.I come back,again and again,to get my heartbroken.You know why?Because I care.I just bloody care too much.And knowing me,I know that I will keep hurting myself until there is no heart left to feel any hurt.I m on my way to that numbness,that heartless life.        --SSS_thepen✍️