Category : Diary/Journal
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There came a time in my life when the pain of continuing exceeded the pain of stopping.
At that moment, a threshold is crossed.
What once seemed unthinkable, became thinkable.
Slowly, the realisation emerges that the choice to continue what I have been doing is the choice to live in discomfort. And the choice to stop what I have been doing is the choice to breathe deeply and freely again.
Once that realisation has emerged, I have two choices.... I can either honour it, or ignore it.
One thing I cannot do is to forget it because what has become known cannot become unknown again.
With that, I came to ask myself these questions....
Why hang on to the old, when the new is waiting to enter?
Don't I realise that the 'new' needs space to come into my life, that the 'new' needs my full attention to grow?
Yes, the old is known to me. It feels secure in many ways, even though it may be way passed its ability to serve my highest good. However, I recognize that the 'new' comes with a promise to shift me into another gear.... to experience life differently and to know myself from a deeper perspective.
I feel it now, waiting for my readiness. It is eager in its anticipation of where it can lead me.
So, now that I'm at the threshold of this crossroad, the choice is entirely up to me.... and I think it's time. Time for me to release the 'old' and let the 'new' enter so that life will open to me in new ways and on new levels.
It's time for me to show up for me.
