Category : Diary/Journal

Sub Category : N/A

 It seems like just yesterday that ourpaths happened to cross , just look at  how fate truly does work huh? Regardless if  we were neither here nor there, with but a future or a past.  Only time would tell how long things would really last. They say that if whatever it  was  is really meant to be that it would surely find the way back, into it's place foreseen. Into each other's lives  and arms we would go , to stand the test of time!  Yet life has not been as kind to us and so thus is instead, now when we see each others face we turn and run the other way . Tell me how Things have gotten so bad between us ? Or has it always been like this in which chose  to not see?So many trials we have had to face together.With  The only thing at stake is the loss of the love we had for each other! So many fights we have had and storms we have weathered. We have tried and tried , an to no avail ! Yet things still have not changed. Which leaves me with this feeling that this road of ours must eventually come to it's end. I know that for a fact that a road has to come to a stop, so that another one can begin. You have been my lover, my mentor, and my best friend. You have been my strength when I had none, You will always be my inspiration, You alone own a very special place in my heart and in my life until I have nothing left.. I Know that I have to let go at some point, and that points end is soon coming to it's near. I should have let go along time ago, yet this I truly feared.Too much damage has been done, there is nothing left to repair. Too many hurtful things have happened that we can never take back, the" if onlys" will get us nowhere, when we're already headed in that direction ,on the Red3ye we go and it's headed rather fast! I only wish circumstances could be different.. If only for this instance?? Without any doubt or hesitation we would go into the unknown of abyss. Wearing but our  hearts on our sleeves, everything becomes still at last, if you listen closely enough you will hear that of an echo of a single silent prayer. Hoping that things will one day get easier, or simply just fade away. But the heart feels what the heart feels, there is nothing I can say! Who am I to stop the very course of things when they were obviously meant to be, because if they  were not ; then there would've been not even a thought or the chance of any  you and me..I love you