Category : Diary/Journal

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     My life is messed up. My parent were killed, my grandparents died of old age, and the rest of them dont want anything to do with me. Luckily I have my best friend Conrad. His family took me under their wing after everything that happened. As happy as I am to have people care about me I still fear what my life will bring. I know God has a plan, I just wish I knew what that was. Since I don't, I just have to trust him.

     Life is a mystery. One that not even Sherlock can figure out. So you can understand why I have fears. Fears about betrayal that will hurt me more than any weapon can. Fears of having no one understand me. Fears of me hurting the people I love. And fears of myself. Each fear has hardened my heart. But through all of my walls, deep down, I am vulnerable. Another fear of mine.