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This girl was one of the most happy going girl you ever ever meet, nothing could ruin her day, or night  and she doesn’t seem to get into bad mood often , people wonder was she always like this?
The answer is no 
The girl wasn’t the happy going girl she was known for 
She was quiet negative honestly 
No one would believe that girl once taught about sucidal and self harm
When she was younger she would keep a mask
A well made mask 
That no one could crack 
She made the effort in faking a smiles 
Never letting people know how she was feel
No one who know how she was breaking apart 
Because she won’t let them
This stories untold 
And she never taught she be able too tell it 
Until one day she given up
Given up on everything 
She couldn’t keep the act anymore 
She couldn’t stay it anymore
Keeping the Facade was hard 
She wanted to end thing
The sue stable upon a roleplay 
Someone help her and she help them
People often tell her that life get better 
But she didn’t believe it
Somehow life had a different path for her 
Seeing that even when thing get rough
And doesn’t seem like thing aren’t going to be better
It will be 
She realize that she gotta be strong and be brave and life on 
And that what she did and how her life is amazing then ever 
How do I know this all 
Because this girl I’m talking is me 
There are day, that we think won’t ever get better but it will
There a day we just seen to get in agreement with 
There a day we have a bad day
Feeling life is targeting as 
No it isn’t 
Life does get better
You just gotta to believe it will
Be stronger then what your mind tell you