Category : Poems

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I used to not believe in the darkness 
I used to not know what it was like to want to be in the darkness how quiet and comforting it really is
How it feels to be alone but not alone 
You know?
Like the chills you get that run up in down your whole body
Or that one little squeaky step 
Or the feeling of being watched when your alone 
Or how scared you get when you walk by your bed at night fearing you might be pulled and dragged under your bed
You see I'm not like most I have come to love the darkness love the fear I have come to love the adrenaline that courses through my veins like getting high for the first time or falling or being in love for the first time 
It's like knowing your never gonna feel that one high ever again
Just like not knowing what it's gonna be like when your dead you can't see hear touch taste or move it's like being paralyzed and brain dead at the same time 
Least you know you'll be in a box buried six feet underground with thousands of little bugs n worms crawling all over your cold decaying body
The darkness is part of me just like I need air to breathe like the blood I need flowing through my veins