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Dear diary, 


Confusion,  am I going through a brain injury. 


Everytime I go to laugh,  people think that I'm crying. 


And my head has been hurting,  and when I go to lay on the pillows it hurts. 


I feel like I'm going to die young. 


I am worried,  and my grandmother is worried 


I will have to see a professional because this could be serious. 


I can't stop crying then laughing. 


And when I laugh I sound like I'm crying.  Cries. 


I'm so injured 🤕


I am worried that my head is bleeding,  it is swollen. 


And I been struggling with alot,  and I stay in my bedroom and I'll just write,  laugh and cry. 


I'm so depressed. 


Please bring inner peace. 


Because I can't take it anymore. 


I feel like the most pain,  comes from my head. 


It'd not normal, so I lay on my side, because when I lay on my back,  I struggle to wake up. 


I go into  a sleep paralysis fast. 


I'm so tired of living like this,  the only pain I am struggling with is my head. 


And I keep feeling a snap in the back of it, and feeling like throwing up. 


I'm scared. And I am a mess. 


I feel embarrassed,  and I wanna act like myself again. 


I wish that I can have some inner peace,  away from pain. 


Last night I was struggling with my throat,  am not sure if it was acid reflux or not. 


I don't know what I have. 


I'm not God. And I'm not a doctor.  

Comments

  • GWS

    Apr 12, 2019

  • It's depressing

    Apr 12, 2019

  • Honest.

    Apr 13, 2019

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