Category : Diary/Journal
Sub Category : N/A
Confusion, am I going through a brain injury.
Everytime I go to laugh, people think that I'm crying.
And my head has been hurting, and when I go to lay on the pillows it hurts.
I feel like I'm going to die young.
I am worried, and my grandmother is worried
I will have to see a professional because this could be serious.
I can't stop crying then laughing.
And when I laugh I sound like I'm crying. Cries.
I'm so injured 🤕
I am worried that my head is bleeding, it is swollen.
And I been struggling with alot, and I stay in my bedroom and I'll just write, laugh and cry.
I'm so depressed.
Please bring inner peace.
Because I can't take it anymore.
I feel like the most pain, comes from my head.
It'd not normal, so I lay on my side, because when I lay on my back, I struggle to wake up.
I go into a sleep paralysis fast.
I'm so tired of living like this, the only pain I am struggling with is my head.
And I keep feeling a snap in the back of it, and feeling like throwing up.
I'm scared. And I am a mess.
I feel embarrassed, and I wanna act like myself again.
I wish that I can have some inner peace, away from pain.
Last night I was struggling with my throat, am not sure if it was acid reflux or not.
I don't know what I have.
I'm not God. And I'm not a doctor.