Category : Poems
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Once more, I find that I am wide awake.
Thoughts are scrambling around in my skull, for I could not get her out of my head.
That day I saw her at the park, the beauty within her smile had captivated me.
Her hair, her voice, all held the immense gravity of beauty that I cannot explain in mere lettering.
I imagine her and I being together for the very first time, yet I replay new scenes every so often.
I imagine us holding hands, as we traverse through the nature where we first met.
I imagine repeatedly her gorgeous smile that haunts me to this day.
Perhaps she is shy, much like how I was on my beginning days at the facility.
Perhaps she is adventurous, having an inclination for adrenaline.
Perhaps she is bubbly, a child at heart as she sings along to nursery rhymes.
The dear assumptions I make all fill me to the brim with infectous joy!
I desire to see her and speak with her, my head held high with the utmost confidence that I will ever have!
I cannot fathom the emotions that will course through my veins, the speed at which my blood will pump, as I see her again! How excited I am!
Perhaps, she is nothing like what I envisage.
Perhaps, she has long forgotten me.
Perhaps, my own foolish choice of not responsing to her departure word had broken her.
Perhaps, she has moved on from me.
I find such a thing hard to swallow, there be quite a possibility of this outcome.
If that maybe the case, I will live with my shame.
I will forever struggle to move onwards, to rid her from my mind.
Perhaps, I am destined to be alone.
Perhaps, I missed my chance towards a fruitful relationship.
Perhaps, I should return to my marriage of silence.
I feel as if she has more companions than myself, I fear for myself that they must not pair her with another individual.
Perhaps, she finds the love she was searching for in another.
Perhaps, we weren't destined to be together.