His Crush Read Count : 19

Category : Poems

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Once more, I find that I am wide awake.

Thoughts are scrambling around in my skull, for I could not get her out of my head. 

That day I saw her at the park, the beauty within her smile had captivated me.

Her hair, her voice, all held the immense gravity of beauty that I cannot explain in mere lettering.

I imagine her and I being together for the very first time, yet I replay new scenes every so often. 

I imagine us holding hands, as we traverse through the nature where we first met. 

I imagine repeatedly her gorgeous smile that haunts me to this day. 

Perhaps she is shy, much like how I was on my beginning days at the facility. 

Perhaps she is adventurous, having an inclination for adrenaline.

Perhaps she is bubbly, a child at heart as she sings along to nursery rhymes. 

The dear assumptions I make all fill me to the brim with infectous joy! 

I desire to see her and speak with her, my head held high with the utmost confidence that I will ever have! 

I cannot fathom the emotions that will course through my veins, the speed at which my blood will pump, as I see her again! How excited I am! 

Perhaps, she is nothing like what I envisage.

Perhaps, she has long forgotten me.

Perhaps, my own foolish choice of not responsing to her departure word had broken her.

Perhaps, she has moved on from me.

I find such a thing hard to swallow, there be quite a possibility of this outcome.

If that maybe the case, I will live with my shame.

I will forever struggle to move onwards, to rid her from my mind. 

Perhaps, I am destined to be alone.

Perhaps, I missed my chance towards a fruitful relationship. 

Perhaps, I should return to my marriage of silence. 

I feel as if she has more companions than myself, I fear for myself that they must not pair her with another individual. 

Perhaps, she finds the love she was searching for in another. 

Perhaps, we weren't destined to be together. 



  • May 07, 2019

  • Maurice  Beres

    Maurice Beres

    Terrific 🦋I’ve been there🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋

    May 07, 2019

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