Category : Diary/Journal

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I don't get it I really don't 
get it
She was talking all that crap 
but when she's confronted she
immediatlely starts crying
telling everyone lies
acting like the victim
then she walks in crying
me being strong is holding it in
then everyone goes to her
comfrating her telling that I'm not worth crying over
all the people I don't like
ex- friends
so I left I was so stressed out that I started crying
only three people came out to comfort me
make me feel wanted
gave me confidence
my teacher was concerned
But I still didn't feel okay is life supposed to be that okay
the rest of the day I feel like crap
can't even make a rap
got almost everyone against me now.
Why does there have to be sides.
can't you see that I'm depressed
that I'm a mess
and that I'm stressed
the restorative circle we had
didn't even help
she still keeps on talking about it
and I can't stop her
HOW DO I MAKE IT STOP !
everyone keeps my name in their mouth
some people want me to make it into a good thing
but it's not
for me it's not
I have to put on a fake smile
around my few friends
and I know when they get quiet
their talking about me
They make it obvious when their
talking about me
WHY IS IT ALWAYS ME !
does it always have to be me ?