Category : Diary/Journal

Sub Category : N/A

It’s 1 am, I can’t sleep or figure out what feeling is more powerful. Pain or love. I’ve been really down lately, mostly when I’m alone, which is odd because I love being alone. Does that mean I love being in pain? Is pain that good of a feeling or do people just want to feel something? It hurts me seeing myself so unhappy. There’s so many reasons to be, but if someone were to ask me why, I don’t think I would give them an exact answer. So I guess this is why I’m writing this. I’ve always been the type of person to make others happy, it’s easier. Makes me wonder why I can’t do the same thing for myself. I don’t know if any of that made sense, but no ones going to see this anyways. I love writing though, so I thought I’d write my thoughts down somewhere. Goodnight. 
If a person that knows me happens to have this app, well this is awkward.