Category : Poems
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I feel like I will tell myself no more often, will reject allowing friend's back in.
I feel afraid to speak, afraid of the society.
I feel like people want me to feel afraid, try to put themselves in my life to take advantage of me.
And then when they walk away, they leave a mark.
A monster within me, It'll hold me, won't let me go outside, won't let me play.
It will make me feel like I'm trapped Yeah I have demon's.
I will wanna play with the kid's outside, but I am afraid, I am told no.
I am threathened.
I feel raped, like I'm stuck in a stupid cage.
I feel like I am tormented, told no that I can't talk with mom.
So I cut, but yet they can go tell everythang.
But they wanna trap me in a cage.
And threathen me under their spell.
I feel raped, I feel scared, so I will just stay away.
I don't wanna make friends, I wanna hide away.
This anxiety is killing me, it is a monster within me.
Word's won't escape, I won't ask to play.
Instead it'll force me to stay quiet, and force me away.
Society is a threat, make no friends, don't go play.
Hide with me anxiety say's.
Don't go play. And when I go play I am afraid, afraid I will make a mess.
So let me just stay away.
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