Killing Myself Read Count : 5

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But she is attached to my life. 


And her hate is killing  me. 


She made friend's with my family to attach herself into my own home. 


Now I am stuck cutting.  And she's laughing 


I want to die.  I so badly wanna kill myself 


She told me that my brother hates me. 


Turned everyone against me 


I'm so tired of cutting 


I'm so tired of killing myself and overdosing 


I wanna fucking breathe again 


I want to heal.  But when I try I hear her laughing with her friend. 


I wish I would stayed away from her. 


What was I doing thinking bout friending someone who just randomly hated me and wanted my brother. 


If I died I wonder of he going to miss  me. 


The fact I'm killing myself because of his ex and my stepmother and the horror past 


I bet she's laughing and saying nope.  He loves me  he puts me before his family 


I'm tired of being alive. 


I want to die more then anything 


I just can't find a future for myself it's to dark. 


I know noone cares. 


I only tried to make a bitch laugh and smile.  And she only hurt me. 


And now I am at this point in my motherfucking life I feel laughed at and I wanna stab myself to death. 


I wanna cut again. 


I wish I never threw away that blaze. 


I am so disappointed in myself. 


I will find another one and start cutting myself to death and poison myself and overdose. 


I'm so tired of his exs 

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