Category : Diary/Journal
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But she is attached to my life.
And her hate is killing me.
She made friend's with my family to attach herself into my own home.
Now I am stuck cutting. And she's laughing
I want to die. I so badly wanna kill myself
She told me that my brother hates me.
Turned everyone against me
I'm so tired of cutting
I'm so tired of killing myself and overdosing
I wanna fucking breathe again
I want to heal. But when I try I hear her laughing with her friend.
I wish I would stayed away from her.
What was I doing thinking bout friending someone who just randomly hated me and wanted my brother.
If I died I wonder of he going to miss me.
The fact I'm killing myself because of his ex and my stepmother and the horror past
I bet she's laughing and saying nope. He loves me he puts me before his family
I'm tired of being alive.
I want to die more then anything
I just can't find a future for myself it's to dark.
I know noone cares.
I only tried to make a bitch laugh and smile. And she only hurt me.
And now I am at this point in my motherfucking life I feel laughed at and I wanna stab myself to death.
I wanna cut again.
I wish I never threw away that blaze.
I am so disappointed in myself.
I will find another one and start cutting myself to death and poison myself and overdose.
I'm so tired of his exs