Category : Poems
Sub Category : N/A
The world must stay out, I've built up a wall.
My fragile lie will collapse should it ever fall.
Loneliness consumes me it eats away the years until my life is swallowed by unending fears.
You see me with a smile for a little while, but then I drown in sorrow hoping it will get better tomorrow.
I'm in a ocean full of despair gradually grasping for air.
I feel like I'm a prison locked behind bars, seeking out but can't see far.
The one I loved, the one who tried to make me see above just left me stranded, scared and alone.
I really think I should have
Maybe I'm better off left alone.
I know I get angry, I know I rant and scream but all I want to do is wake up from this dream.
I try to stop being rude, I try to brush things off but it's hard to do all this when I feel I'm not good enough.
I'm the one in the 'Family' who cries myself to sleep at night.
I'm the one for some odd reason that can't get anything right.
A Constant battle between what's wrong and right.
Slowly I feel myself breaking.
My knees feel weak.
It seems I'm shaking, my arms are tired and legs feel numb.
My mind in a haywire and I want to run.