A Thought Of Deadly πŸ’— Read Count : 2

Category : Diary/Journal

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I tried...  


I tried to smile 


I tried a thought 


But that thought escaped 


Yep it ran back to little girl 


And little girl was dripping her blood from her wrist 


Please erase the past. 


It's to hard to fracture 


The cries of her little girl


Will she escape the horror memories 


I saw myself.... 


I saw myself to little girl horror memories 


They say move on from your past. 


Mine is horror little girl 


I was a good little girl 


I didn't get all I wanted like spoilt kid's did. 


And now I am deadly.... 


Erase those memories because their to shallow 


Scared to write who's behind me God 


Who's the murderer...  Is it blood 


Is the name blood 


She's laughing should I stab her in my dream.  Stab her without a notice 


I stabbed her in many Way's. 


I am not ashamed I hate her. 


Rubs my head nod I know baby I know..  You didn't mean to kill her. 


I couldn't help it.  She was hurting me.  I couldn't stop stabbing her. 


Cries scream cry stab stab stab can't stop stabs. 


She cut me. 


Stabs harder 


Takes pictures of the stabs to my arms 


Drags her outside in a bag pours gas on her and lights her body on fire πŸ”₯ to ashes 


I couldn't help it😣😣😣


Cries I so sad  πŸ”₯ but burn baby burn besh 😣😣😣


Listen to her body as they turn to ash. 


Takes her car to bridge threw that fucker of the bridge 


Took a ride home 😣😣😣


β€πŸ’™πŸ’œπŸ’šπŸ’›πŸ’“πŸ’—πŸ’œπŸ’šπŸ’›


Rub my head πŸ€• mommy I got in a fight.  She cut  my arm πŸ’œ


I couldn't help myself mommy πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“


But when I started after she stab I couldn't stop 


Rubs my head πŸ€• I know honey. 


She shouldn't came up here πŸ’“πŸ’œπŸ’šπŸ’›πŸ’™β€πŸ’—πŸ’πŸ’“πŸ’›


It's not your fault honey πŸ’š

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    Apr 07, 2019

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