Category : Diary/Journal

Sub Category : N/A

I tried...  

I tried to smile 

I tried a thought 

But that thought escaped 

Yep it ran back to little girl 

And little girl was dripping her blood from her wrist 

Please erase the past. 

It's to hard to fracture 

The cries of her little girl

Will she escape the horror memories 

I saw myself.... 

I saw myself to little girl horror memories 

They say move on from your past. 

Mine is horror little girl 

I was a good little girl 

I didn't get all I wanted like spoilt kid's did. 

And now I am deadly.... 

Erase those memories because their to shallow 

Scared to write who's behind me God 

Who's the murderer...  Is it blood 

Is the name blood 

She's laughing should I stab her in my dream.  Stab her without a notice 

I stabbed her in many Way's. 

I am not ashamed I hate her. 

Rubs my head nod I know baby I know..  You didn't mean to kill her. 

I couldn't help it.  She was hurting me.  I couldn't stop stabbing her. 

Cries scream cry stab stab stab can't stop stabs. 

She cut me. 

Stabs harder 

Takes pictures of the stabs to my arms 

Drags her outside in a bag pours gas on her and lights her body on fire 🔥 to ashes 

I couldn't help it😣😣😣

Cries I so sad  🔥 but burn baby burn besh 😣😣😣

Listen to her body as they turn to ash. 

Takes her car to bridge threw that fucker of the bridge 

Took a ride home 😣😣😣

❤💙💜💚💛💓💗💜💚💛

Rub my head 🤕 mommy I got in a fight.  She cut  my arm 💜

I couldn't help myself mommy 💓💓💓

But when I started after she stab I couldn't stop 

Rubs my head 🤕 I know honey. 

She shouldn't came up here 💓💜💚💛💙❤💗💝💓💛

It's not your fault honey 💚