Category : Poems

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It's hard to be happy 
when you always feeling sad... 
And It's hard to care... 
when everyone makes you mad 

It's hard to feel pretty 
when you think you always look shitty... 

It's hard to try and smile
And Force myself to laugh
While everything you've ever known starts collapsing in on itself. 

I take a deep breath
I count to three,
I picture in my head
Of who they wanted me to be... 

Wanted me to be normal,
Happy, and kind ... 
But I was blind...
Not blind by the meaning
But blind in the heart... 
Blinded by darkness,
Blinded in the dark... 

I'll never be good enough
No matter how hard I try.
Never will I be the girl you dream of at night.
It's sad but true.
I'll Never be good enough 
Good enough for you.

I'll never be the girl you truly desire.
Never will I be the girl you so desperately require.
It's sad but true.
I'll Never be good enough 
Never be Good enough for you 

Things have no meaning, 
At least not anymore....
Blank expression while I'm staring at the wall... 
Emotionlessly I dragged my feet across the floor... 
I'm not who i once was before
no more.