Category : Poems
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Empty streets filled with faces you don't know
In a crowd tryna stand out
But no matter where you are
The darkness isn't far..
I wish you understood all the lies and talk of surviving.
Masking ourselves because they expect us to provide for them.
You don't know what it's like.
You don't know what I go through
You don't know how I feel
So don't tell me you do!
They say It's like a pyscho has inhabited my head.
Everybody lookin at me like I should be dead.
Making me so anxious I want to run and hide
but instead I pretend to hold my head up high.
Smile with ease and count to three
Take a deep breath
Then I screamed at top of my lungs
We're gonna run through fire like we've never been burnt
We're gonna laugh out loud like we've never been hurt
We gonna shout it out to the edge of the world
We're gonna scream on rooftops dance in the rain
We'll open up our hearts
forget all the pain...
Feel like you're runnin' out of breath?
Tryna so hard to find yourself.
Looking in every direction searching for help.
They never see behind my eye's
The pain, hurt and all the lie's
While they look at me and see a happy version.
But The truth is so much worse than.
All the Word's that I left unspoken
I know it's hard, I know it's hurts
But I've tried to love myself but it really doesn't work.
Everyday gets harder to love myself
I'm breaking apart scattered on The ground I'm constantly shaking .
It's not possible to explain
Why i am
Forever feeling
This way.
It's single every day!
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Maurice Beres
We only know our own pain but we can Empathize with yours-many of us have faced the kind of thing you’re going through- I was able to get help from trusted friends and family- sharing and writing 🦋and time-l don’t know if this will help you but we’re trying Keep writing Never give up You have a true girt🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋
Apr 03, 2019