Category : Poems

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I'm sick of people being fake
I tired of making the same mistakes
I've lost touch with reality
I miss the person that I use to be

Now I'm just a mess, can't even get out of bed, my thoughts are toxic and it's poisoning my head
My pillow is a tissue for the tears that i shed
My heart is in pieces it's impossble to mend 
I feel like breaking everyday on end

Its doesn't have to be this way 
they tell me I'll be fine
But they have no clue how I'm feeling deep down inside 
I'm trapped in cage that I made
Confined in my mind. 

I can feel the ground shaking from beneath my feet
No matter how hard I try At night I can't seem to sleep
There's a voice in my head
Talking so loud it's impossble to block out...

Music is the one thing that helps me let it out...
it's been that way all my life and even still now its my paradise 
Where i escape 
When I can't take the weight.

I just want to explode I just wanna let you know 
I'm still fighting for this life 
while getting blow after blow. 

My heart gets broken, my confidence shattered... 
People make fun of me which only gets me madder... 

I act like I don't care... 
I act like it's no biggy.. 

But when I'm finally all alone.. 
That's when the realization hits me right at home. 

Everything starts Caving around me, I'm losing my mind. 
Thinking It's not fair
I just want someone to show me  they care... 
I guess that's just too much to ask
just to much hard of a task...