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I feel so empty, I feel so alone
I Lock myself in the bathroom and sit on the floor just to cry, but I feel like the walls are getting smaller and smaller and I can’t fucking breathe. I feel like everything is caving in on me. Why do I feel so empty inside? Why does my mind keep telling me just to die? Why does my heart hurt with every tear I cry? Why can’t I just fucking think right? Why do I have to feel so miserable and down? Why can’t I feel the upside instead of feeling like a tornado that twists everything upside down? All these questions run through my mind every goddamn day and with everyday that passes by I still can’t seem to fucking think straight; I’m becoming angry, my sadness sickens me, I hate who I’ve become but who am I kidding I’ve always hated the thought of me. I hate everything about myself, I’ve grown so fucking tired of looking at myself in the mirror and seeing a useless piece of shit, I’m surprised that I haven’t ended it just yet. Yeah, I wonder why I haven’t ended it just yet...