Category : Diary/Journal
Sub Category : N/A
March 10,2019 3:30 am
Why must you come at a time that's peaceful?
I mean, I was doing so good today. But as soon as I start to close my eyes, there in the pits of darkness.
The faintly images from that horrible night, the face & the memories of my inner demons fade in & out. My body feels everything as if it's happening all over again. Fighting my way to find peace in the depths of hell.
Why must you make me feel this way?
Why must you make me re-live?
I'm trying to get better, but you make it so hard.
Deeps breaths. One day at a time, I'll get better. Eventually.