Category : Poems

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While tears roll down my face
   my heart starts to ache,
      life is hard to take
        when pain is hard to break.
My life is a mess
   it's hard to confess,
    my life is a mess
       can I get rid of this stress.
All I have is music left to hear
   while only my family is near,
      I have no place to go
        all I have to say is hello.

Watching them play over there
   all I could do is stare, 
     while tears roll down my face
        my heart just starts to ache.
Feeling like this
  I could never take a miss,
    having this shame
      is all I have to blame.
Was it me that was the problem
   or was it all of my sorrow,
      seeing them laugh over there
        is giving pain to my ears.
I don't know who I'm looking for
  or am I all I need, 
    help me now
      or I may die in the inside by loving          shame.

As I cry on the inside
  I can't let them see me like this,
    I don't want to see them anyway
      it's just a hit or miss.
I lost two friends
  I don't want to lose anymore,
    I starve myself at school
      For I barely have to see them                    anymore.

This is what being hurt feels like
  more than just words,
     Sometimes I just want to disappear
       into only a beloving mist.