Category : Poems
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I was a troublesome child, I was always in trouble at school, home, grocery stores, it didn't matter. My own family members never wanted to take me anywhere.
I guess you can say I was the black sheep. I tried to behave, but it was hard for me. Because of the way I grew up, I suffered from depression, and bipolar disorder, on top of the ADHD.
So when I became an adolescent I started getting a little bit of freedom from the house, and I discovered the opposite sex. I would become highly sexually active.
I would have sex more than six times in one day, and I had to step outside of myself, and then and analyze my own actions. I was substituting sex for the lack of love my family gave me.
I was involved with an organization, but to me this was love, and Loyalty.
At age twenty two I had my first son, no amount of parenting classes or training will prepare you for eighteen years of providing for another life that you've created.
I thank The Most High Elohim for my seven blessings, they are the reason for me turning my life around. They need me around.
Fatherhood is a God given gift, we are placed in position to be what he is to us.
We get to be their, strength.