Category : Stories
Sub Category : Drama
"Look at me. You may think you see who I really am but you'll never know me. Everyday it's as if I play a part..." - Reflection by Christina Aguilera, Mulan Soundtrack.
I stand in front of the mirror and wonder who that person staring back at me is. I don't seem to recognize her anymore. I've tried digging and diving deep just to find the person that was once there but still no luck. It's like she has vanished or maybe even died. I hope not. I don't know but all I know is that each time I see through the looking glass I am afraid. Afraid of that person who has taken over my body. It's not the same anymore. I'm not the same anymore. It's almost like this person is leading me away from what I know, from what I am familiar with. Is this a bad thing? Is it a good thing? Again, I don't know but I am scared. Scared of what the outcome may be. Anyway, change can be intimidating but I think that what I am afraid of is how this change will affect those around me. They don't take so well to change. I don't want anyone getting hurt because of this change. Yet my reflection is determined to make this change and it will. May it be for the better and not the worse.