What The Hell Is Wrong With Me? Read Count : 17

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The world turns into dust

As I live in a self-conceived solitude.

My carnivals has been swallowed by rust

And there is no way to escape this bad mood.

I remember feeling quite like this-

Like my mind refuses to leave a nightmare.

I have spent a lifetime feeling amiss

But it has been years since I've felt this type of fear.

What the hell is wrong me?

Why do I feel so hopeless and incapable?

Two weeks ago, I woke up empty

And since, I see a man talentless and undesirable.

I don't like feeling like everything must end

To find a stability and beauty in madness.

I never thought I would feel this misfortune again

While seeking roses for my own casket.

Tonight, I've spent what felt like a lifetime

On my knees, hoping prayer can protect me from my inner me.

I don't know if this is some twisted act of the divine.

What the hell is wrong with me?

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  • Feb 06, 2019

  • Feb 09, 2019

  • oh my.. I know the feeling.. spiritual storm for me

    Mar 02, 2019

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