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I refuse to hold anything back from the Keeper, 
I refuse to hold any secrets from the Throne Of Grace.
I refuse to let myself be transparent and a phoney before the King,
So I come as me; I come vividly so he can see me.
I come with guilts & I come with shame.
I come completely naked before the Throne Of Grace.
I beg and plead for my case, 'Here I am'
I come with flaws,
Here I stand, I come with taint. So please my Lord, don't throw me off your courts, please my Lord don't throw me far from you.
I come with fear, but I come as true as I can. As plain and simple, Here I come with great sorrow I feel.
Here I come with pain I share,
Please guide me and please take me as I am. 
I'm not worthy, I'm dirty and wretched before you.
Here I come a nasty soul; peace won't allow.
Here I come to your gates I tremble by your honor.
So Here I say I refuse to hold back anything from you my Lord.
I come as myself, just plain O' me I say.
Please don't throw me off your gates, 
Please take me and have your way with me.
But please don't throw me in the brig,
Into the dungeon of screams.
I come wanting you,
Seeking you with all honesty,
No more pretending with you I come as clean as day before your eyes you see me.
I come as raggedy as ever and broken as can be. 
But please my Lord, don't throw me out of your room,
Please my Lord I refuse to let you go.
Please my Lord, I stand here true.
Don't make me your enemy I plead guilty. I'm here as myself, no more games to make you pleased, 
But to truly have your attention to truly have your face, I come as vividly as I can, as clear you see me.
I refuse to hide from you.
I refuse to run,
I refuse to skipper away where you will still catch me.
Yet, I say I refuse to be away from you.