Category : Poems
Sub Category : N/A
I wanted to tell her how much she had
an influence on me.
Her very existence was my meaning of living.
I didn't want to be some sort of waste but yet I found ending it all will get my darkness straight
.
I mean I could've jumped....
However if I hadn't ran into you at the worst of all times you've been suffering through....
I wouldn't have had the luxury to be caressed by you
You were my escape to everything
The suicidal thoughts
The nostalgia of violence
The hurtful whimpers at night
And the crucial crickets and silence
You took my hand and soon....
I was someone else
"I think I just found myself"
"My one, you still needs some help"
"I hope that I'm not still okay because
Miss Scarlett, I want to go through a phase"
She looked at me with a smile
I did it right, I did what she wanted
"Tira, despojar a mi adorable." She demands
I do exactly what she tells me
Strip
When I do I lay down on my back
She walks closer and stood over me
She's my god, my saviour
At first I was lost in the sea
No never cared nor noticed me
I was down there...drowning
People could careless to save me
I thought I would be a goner
Until she came here sober
Sober of never trying to care
At least she gave me her words
That's when Miss Scarlett took me into her world
Told me I was no ordinary girl
She stood me up and spun around and soon in place
Told me I should forever stay
In this cold world with her
So she stuck out her hand for me to take
Guided me to a foreign lake
That's when I admired...
The one thing that made me grow tired
One thing's that's made me lose over and over
Until I couldn't get from under....
In this moment, she kissed me and her hands wandered
All over my body....When we were done
She told me I was her little drug. A cure to her grief.
I smiled. Then I bled out.
She smiled at my soulless face and my corpse
"Ahora puedes ser liberado mi encantadora niña."
Thank you for ending my meaningless life in a lovely, painless way, Miss Scarlett.
