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I can't feel things.
 not like I used to be able to and it's all because of you.
when you left me alone 
I didn't know how to breathe without you 
I knew that you were still alive but it was your choice to leave
 but now I'm trapped in my mind
 I can't feel pain 
I can't feel the rain hitting my wet skin 
my scarred wrists
 but I'm dead mentali I cannot go on not without you 
I'm too numb to live on
 you ran just like I thought you would 
I have predicted the end to our story
 but God I shut out the voices telling me
 yelling
 saying that you were going to leave
 why can't I ever see the truth
 I hate this numbness I feel
 like everything is so cold to touch
 they know my name but not my story
cutting my throat slitting my wrist 
hitting the walls with my bloody fists
I'm not even holding back the tears 
I just won't come out even if the voices got loud telling me to break down
I can't go on without you 
but you're gone now
you're never coming back and now
I'm numb too numb to live on.


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