Category : Poems

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Lost in a blinding whirlwind of confusion 
I came to you
For the answers to my problems
That this world had created, What
Can become of me, and 
To my heart 
In a painful way 
Wanting this is destroying me
Because as desperate as I am for answers, you are even more determined to keep them 
Keep me in this place 
Of misunderstood dreams of reality
Therefore I can't decipher between what's real and what's not 
And will spend years trying to save the only good part 
Among these damaged parts 
I will undoubtedly survive
If only you will give me answers 

I watch and cry as you walk away
I listen to you while you pile up excuses 
I moved to you in audible silence
I inhale and exhale, from I have come out of your dungeon of deciet, and 
I feel that around some time you cared
I sense that pleasure and betrayal weren't all you cared about 
I care tremendously about my family
I wish for you to care about yours 
I need you to care
I can escape thus dungeon almost, I can feel it
I will escape 











All for just a small price, I just need the answers 

Take away my heartache, take away the confusion  
For I no longer want it
And I am stuck in a blinding whirlwind
So, please can you give me answers
But if you don't do that, at least let me differentiate between a world of reality and a world of fantasy 
This relationship between us isn't my choice 
How we ended up separated is purely your fault, and trust me 
Your precious heart couldn't handle that truth 
Alas, I came here only for answers not to make you wail 
Time still stands and your chance still stands 
Silent are you no more 
And if you try to make the answers  sly away from their truth 
Escape from your total failure at life
Patiently waiting for the consequences of your betrayal
Dance in innocence like you're the victim here if you
Must, but it won't stop me from saying 
Farewell to you 
Don't turn around now because I'm safe now
From my past of confusion 
Free as a mockingbird 
In a faraway land sitting atop a castle layered with sparkling blue pillars 
Of diamonds 
And live I will, finally for myself