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Lost in a blinding whirlwind of confusion 

I came to you

For the answers to my problems

That this world had created, What

Can become of me, and 

To my heart 

In a painful way 

Wanting this is destroying me

Because as desperate as I am for answers, you are even more determined to keep them 

Keep me in this place 

Of misunderstood dreams of reality

Therefore I can't decipher between what's real and what's not 

And will spend years trying to save the only good part 

Among these damaged parts 

I will undoubtedly survive

If only you will give me answers 


I watch and cry as you walk away

I listen to you while you pile up excuses 

I moved to you in audible silence

I inhale and exhale, from I have come out of your dungeon of deciet, and 

I feel that around some time you cared

I sense that pleasure and betrayal weren't all you cared about 

I care tremendously about my family

I wish for you to care about yours 

I need you to care

I can escape thus dungeon almost, I can feel it

I will escape 

All for just a small price, I just need the answers 


Take away my heartache, take away the confusion  

For I no longer want it

And I am stuck in a blinding whirlwind

So, please can you give me answers

But if you don't do that, at least let me differentiate between a world of reality and a world of fantasy 

This relationship between us isn't my choice 

How we ended up separated is purely your fault, and trust me 

Your precious heart couldn't handle that truth 

Alas, I came here only for answers not to make you wail 

Time still stands and your chance still stands 

Silent are you no more 

And if you try to make the answers  sly away from their truth 

Escape from your total failure at life

Patiently waiting for the consequences of your betrayal

Dance in innocence like you're the victim here if you

Must, but it won't stop me from saying 

Farewell to you 

Don't turn around now because I'm safe now

From my past of confusion 

Free as a mockingbird 

In a faraway land sitting atop a castle layered with sparkling blue pillars 

Of diamonds 

And live I will, finally for myself 







Comments

  • Dec 22, 2018

  • Maurice  Beres

    Maurice Beres

    Sometimes it takes a great deal of courage to break away from relationships The decision is often agonizing but the realization that positive changes will not occur And you’ll be buried deeper into it gives one the strength of action Then there is a new road of freedom Eloquently written 🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋

    Dec 22, 2018

  • Hey Alexis, great work, your really improving.

    Dec 22, 2018

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