Category : Stories

Sub Category : YoungAdult

She looked at herself in the mirror, screaming, sobbing and she can not stop crying.
Her mom went out to store.
She did not want to go to school.
She did not want to see anybody.
She hates school. 
She hates her classmate.
She did not like Math.
She did not like one of the guy teacher at school.
He acted weird and strange.
She hates her senior including her crush.
Because they looked her in the eyes and was laughing out loud at her.
She did not know why.
She did not feel confident about herself.
She was depressed.
She was battling with eating disorder for years.
She wanted to stop eating to get skinnier.
Full of question mark I could never gave her the right answer.
She was so white, skinny and pale.
People was harassing her by words.
Her classmate was bullying her and locked her in the toilet.
They wrote Whore on her desk.

Nobody wanted to sit beside her during lunch time.
Then I took my napkin and sat in front of her.
People was looking at me, at us.
But I did not look away.
She lifted her head to see me, surprised and almost in tears. 
She never wanted to born this way.
She never wanted to be like this situation.
She was so lonely.
People was judging her about her weight with long etc.
It scared her to death.
So every time she was looking at the mirror she was always crying.
Believing she was too skinny as a normal girl.
Their statement and opinion about her has been eating up her souls.
But I gave her smile.
I know it was comforting her.
Deep down I know it was the best day of her life so far.
You were a strong and amazing, Jules.
Just believe that.
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