Category : Diary/Journal

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 Darkness smothers my heart to make sure I can't feel. Its like I'm fading. Everything about me is fading my hope, faith, love, peace. Its like a battle feild in my heart and a war in my head. I'm falling and there's no one to catch me, so when I fall, I fall on my ass. But everytime I get up I tend to fall again and again. I fall but they dont. They dont see that I hurt, they dont see I'm fading. I get told most of every day that no one cares what I have to say. And I'm always there for them, but they are never there for me. I feel sick in my head. I can say something and it so funny to them even if it is so real. And most of the time I laugh, but you now I'm sick of killing of myself because I want to belong. I stop laughing and leave I know when I'm not wanted. I done not being me. Even thou I dark, dangerous, and sometime unkind, but I'm only me. I'm done asking for help if no onw will help me. They can watch me change infront of their faces. They can wonder why I'm changing, if they don't like it they can kiss my ass. Because I'm done