Like It Or Not. Read Count : 89

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Tonight was the night I found out about my cousins not liking me.  I was at this party and I seen one of Mt used to be favorite cousins. Rae Rae was nodding at every word I said. I said she's cotton tall,  and was asking questions about how she was. But yet I forgot,  nobody really talked to me the last time,  why try this time? We kinda just stood there and stared into space. My other cousin Madison came in and Rae hugged her so hard. They nodded at every word I said,  but was laughing and playing each time they talked.  I knew from there,  that point blank they didn't care for me or anything I did for that matter. I could've jumped off of a cliff and died,  they would've just nodded. I could die right now,  they would nod. I don't matter. I write about dumb stuff on an app,  I have  dumb box braids in my hair,  and I watch dumb things on Netflix. That's what they think of me. I think I write thing that really mean to me on an app,  I have pretty box braids in my hair,  and I love watching interesting things on Netflix. I love myself. I don't need anyone else. Except God and Jesus. I don't care if you don't love or like me,  but youre gonna respect me rather you like it or not. 

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  • This really speaks to me .

    Nov 25, 2018

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