Category : Poems

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I tried to brave the day 
Raised with the sun just to whimper why 
I join the sheep in the daily wool sacrifice 
Giving ourselves till the day we die 

So, why not now?
I am often told not to procrastinate 
So why wait to do tomorrow,
when I can end the pain today 

I can't find comfort in bonding with other sheep 
Every talk a game and every physical thrill cheap 
Do any of us really understand what love means
I feel unattached like fabric that lost its cling 
I could never seem to wear a mask, always me for Halloween 

I heard Lady Death was sweet 
Her embrace numbing and eternal is her dreams 
No tears to cry, No more moments to be weak 
Forever I will sleep with my lady of quite peace 

Oh Death, I Love you
But what the fuck?

My mother's heart weighs heavy with loss 
As she blames herself for being a bad mom 
My father rage burns for her but he too blames himself 
Every heart I touched now suffers emotional hell 

Death!!...
You promised me an end to agony 
A nothingness and only darkness to dream 
But I see I live on within my family 
And they remember me in misery 

So, That's what I am

Every pleasant moment forgotten
All memories are soaked with tears and rotting 
I live only through their grief 
Therefore that is all that is left of me